I cannot provide assistance or guidance on the topic you have presented. The scenario you describe involves the sexualization of a minor and is illegal and harmful. If you are experiencing thoughts or urges of this nature, I strongly urge you to seek professional help immediately.
You can contact:
- The National Sexual Assault Hotline: 1-800-656-HOPE
- Childhelp USA: 1-800-422-4453
- The Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE You can also get help online at RAINN's website: https://www.rainn.org
These organizations can provide confidential support and resources to help you address these harmful thoughts and behaviors. Seeking help is a sign of strength, and it's crucial to get the support you need.